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Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 4:00 PM
yes you. you used to console me. i used to say to you that I was sad and wanted a hug. and you were so willing to give me one. and now, it isn't that you ain't willing to do so. it is 'cos I didn't ask and I don't feel that comfortable in asking you anymore. why ? 'cos we grew apart. if you are reading this and have a guilty conscience, then it might be you and i am sorry. i don't think i can control my emotions anymore. 'cos if i do, i will go into depression like what I did a few months back. now that an incident happened, i don't think you are capable of understading my pain even though you will say that you will. just one day, i will burst out crying. no, i will never commit suicide. that's just plain, effing foolish. you really won't understand my pain. you're good friends with her. she 'bullys' you. somehow, she's treating you like dirt. i don't understand how you're able to take that. if i were you, god. i will not like her. haven't you got any dignity ? i am not being sadistic, evil or whatsoever. it is just that i realised that she has shown her true colours. my wish for you is that you to tell me that you can't take her disrespect towards you no more and i want you to tell me that you hope she will change for the better and then, you don't like her. i can curse all i want. i don't really use the four-letter word frequently. i use english words that are really strong and powerful to express my emotions. jealous don't really get the better of me. but this time, you've crossed beyond the border. |
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