Monday, December 31, 2007 @ 8:19 PM

my phone can't send messages now.
great uh. end of year's miseries, yet again.
pfft.
and i think i'm suffering from pre-2008 tension and symptoms.
just like pms :/

okay.
so 2007 had a bad start to it.
i was gravely sick with high high fever and a horrible sore throat.
and i thought of not attending the 3 orientation days.
but it will make a bad impression of me on the first day, ya'see.
so yeeah, i attended it.
to cut the story short, i felt left out in my orientation group (1e1)
and during the bonfire presentation, seeing the seniors and some of my groupmates being so close, i began to tear.
heh.
and there's this girl who asked why i was crying.
and my reply was, "nah. i just yawned. tried, ya'know."
and i wished the night would end soon.
and as for that night onwards, i told myself that i would adapt and be more open and less reticient next week.

and then you see, next week, i got tranferred to 1e4.
like you were just beginning to adapt and all, suddenly, you get transferred to a new class with a whole new 36 people.
and i got transferred with zai; whom i didnt know that time.
my first friend was mardhiah.
and i still remembered i cried in front of her.
i think she was frightened. heh.
sorry, mardhiah. you know, i'm a bit emotional ^^
adliya sat across me ; she looked a bit intimidating.
mingkit was behind me ; act smart yo'. hee :D

and then soon, rachel befriended me and more people.
and i still remember that i scored the highest for the first exam ever!
heh. who can forget! :D
and cheerleading and all.
exams, crisis, tears, happiness, fear, mixed emotions, confusion, nonchalance, love.
soo much happened in 2007.
more than 2006.
the girl who thought i was action turned to be my best friend.
see why i cant seem to let go of 2007 ?
i watched people morphed into a whole new person and all.
wow.

and then now, 3 more hours and 15 more minutes to 2008.
too fast.
let me do some self-consoling :D
even tho 2007 has passed, memories of it will still be etched in your mind.
there's pictures, neoprints, diary entries and friends to remind you what have happened.
2008 would come sooner or later.
better to face it sooner, eh.
and life's about looking forward into the future.
like they say, let bygones be bygones.
and hope that 2008 will wish you more happiness, less grieveness, luck, wealth, health and all the great things life could give you (:

and that console goes out to those that cant seem to let go (:
i love 2007.
and thanks to those who have made my 2007 scary, fun, delighting and overpoweringly sad =)