i'm sitting here all by myself

just trying to think of something to do

trying to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

but you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

one thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

well i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did

and you didn't mean to love me back

/but i know you did

i'm sitting here trying to convince myself

that you're not the one for me

but the more i think, the less i believe it

and the more i want you here with me

you know the holidays are coming up

i don't want to spend them alone

memories of Christmas time with you

will just kill me if i'm on my own, oh

well i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did

and you didn't mean to love me back

i know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

but what i wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight (one more chance tonight)

i'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar

but with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far

i look around my room and everything i see reminds me of you

oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

well i didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

and i didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

and iI didn't mean to fall in love, but i did

and you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

and i didn't mean to meet you then we were just kids

and i didn't mean to give you chills the way that i kiss

and i didn't mean to fall in love, but i did

and you didn't mean to love me back but i know you did

don't say you didn't love me back

'cause you know you did

no, you didn't mean to love me back

but you did

:D

chatting with faris currently.

and a mosquito just buzzed in my ear.

gaah. i hate it so when it does that D: