i might actually get back to updating this blog,
since not many people are actually keeping track of this blog :)

so life has been pretty hectic lately.
sec3 life is so much different as compared to sec2 life.
so many things happened, changed.
truths prevailed, emotions unstable.

subjects have been okay :)
i am coping though with 8 pure subjects and i am really thankful for that.
social-wise,
maybe more to the bad side.
i haven't really be in touch with the ooposite side lately and it kinda feels weird.
many unexpected things happen and i am always the most unsuspecting and unexpected person to emerge into some picture.

i do hope at times, i needn't need to care about some things but they just kept on crawling back to me, even worser than i had expected.
and i do frequently ask myself, "of all girls, why me?"
and at times, i take the reasonings as good ones but at times, i just can't control those bad thoughts that appeared in my mind.

as for now, i am trying to ignore things as the saying goes, "ignorance is bliss."
i will try,
to live the way i lived before :)