Story of my Life

2010-02-26T22:05:00.001+08:00

God, please make it better.
I need a little more luck than a little bit.
Becos i am at loss for my feelings.
Tranquilty.

2010-02-15T00:55:00.001+08:00

So tell me what i am supposed to do;
Cos i wasted my time hanging onto you.
):

Where are the hopes, where are the dreams, my cinderella story scene.

2010-01-03T01:35:00.002+08:00

I loved your stares that burn.
Those that give me tingly feelings too.
I am, died.

2010-01-03T01:29:00.001+08:00

And it passed just like that.
happy New Year btw but i doubt anyone goes by this blog anymre haha.
2009 just passed, like.that.

A hell lot of a year yes.
Shit happened but all part of the learning process.
Happy stuffs happeend to.
But now, i am reminiscing abt the wrong person to reminisce about. D:

2009-12-08T23:47:00.001+08:00

Just surprise me.
NOW.

2009-12-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

And i guess that i am just ------ :X

2009-12-03T23:32:00.001+08:00

And here i am,
crushing on a complete stranger.

And, without belief, i am looking for it.

2009-11-23T02:19:00.000+08:00

Drowning in a river of darkness.
Where's the light?
Come, hurry.

2009-11-21T01:29:00.001+08:00

Lonely.
Empty.
Bye.

2009-11-15T02:01:00.002+08:00

This girl needs to break down.
And, contemplate things.

2009-08-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

So take me by the hand,
to show me that i can.

Please, God.
Amin.

2009-08-01T23:55:00.000+08:00

I need a day, that i feel really contemplative to reflect on stuffs.
Preferably a rainy day!

2009-08-01T23:04:00.006+08:00

Hi.

Posting here yet again, after a long time.
Kinda needed a space to vent my thoughts out and this blog seems pretty dead and no one rarely checks this space out.
so here goes my rants.

I am pretty phucked up with life recently.
A lot has been happenings, and i don't know which's worse.
Problems after problems for me, i wonder how some doesn't care, marvels me somehow.
I know i have been pretty stressed up nowadays, because of exams, am really trying hard to improve myself, kind of have been getting sucky grades, like failing both a and e-math.
And i can say, i studied and tried my best for all the exams that i did.
And now that exams are over, i shouldn't be so stressed up but no, i just had to
Those stress hormones are taking over my other hormones, smth i learnt in biology.
No wonder they said stress make you fat ha ha ha.

So what is this that i am feeling? ):
I wanna be back to how i was again, my happiness and my confidence.
It simply sparked off with something, that led me thinking about it. and i am really starting to lose control.

I want things to be back to normal, to finally see the special gleam of happiness scrawled on my face and obvious with my smiles, not those fake and pretentious fronts i put up to make myself look happy.

I envy my sister, in a way or two.
She seems somehow carefree, doesn't need to go through the problems i go through.
I feel like breaking down, but this part of me remains strong and fierce while another part just seemed so vulnerable and weak.
I actually want to break down, to let everything out.
But will that solve my problems? tho, it might make me feel better.

I wanna be strong-willed girl, i already am but i wanna be more, want to be impenetrateable(?), bullet-proof.
Life's really sad.
):

2009-06-25T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello there, people of the world :)

I realise that it has been damn long since i posted here and so i thought i would do a summarized update on what has been going on in my life for those who are still clueless about my new url.

Well, i can't say that life has been a breeze. After all, what is life if it doesn't have its ups and downs aye? I shan't really elaborate on why i said that, those who know, good for you ha ha ha :)
Holidays are coming to an end real quick. I haven't really been out many times to play and i had been sleeping most of my days away, sleeping at the wee hours and waking up when half of people's days are gone. sighh, wasted.

I have finished my homework though, oh wait, not technically since i have decided not to complete Social Studies essays. I am still wondering why the MOE couldn't just extend the holidays to another week. The number of cases of swine flu is increasing with a large number of people returning from affected countries. Brrr ...

Made new (unexpected) friends hahahah.
Another heart to break. And stuffs.
I feel lazy to elaborate any further.
So tata for now ha ha ha.

Oh and before i click the ''PUBLISH POST'' button, let me end off with smth :)

- If you think your world is going to end, think about the bright sides and the alternatives even though it seems so hard to. 'Cos all the challenges and obstacles in life that you go through, would benefit you in more ways than one.
They would make you more open-minded and definitely stronger in willpower. So be strong in setbacks in life 'cos nothing is the end until the last second that you stop breathing.
You might want to give up but deep down, you know you don't want to because your heart is still keeping you alive, your heart still continues to beat and never gives up.

2009-04-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

'Cos when you smiled,
that was the most sincere thing ever.

:)
080409.

2009-03-23T22:10:00.000+08:00

i am so pissed.
3rd time today.
to think, i trusted you really.
should have known that distance weakens the bond between us.

you son of a biatch.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

2009-03-15T22:22:00.002+08:00

what actually control the way you think;
psychology.

i guess i kept on thinking about the matter that i really believed that i am what i thought i was.
guess i should really begin on thinking deeper on what i actually want and cast the bad thoughts aside and take the good out of it.

now that i really do think about it,
i don't really want what i thought i wanted.
it's another thing.
geeez, i really think i should get something soon.
in order not to cause anymore misunderstanding, misconceptions or any misinterpretions.

:)

2009-03-15T18:42:00.003+08:00

i might actually get back to updating this blog,
since not many people are actually keeping track of this blog :)

so life has been pretty hectic lately.
sec3 life is so much different as compared to sec2 life.
so many things happened, changed.
truths prevailed, emotions unstable.

subjects have been okay :)
i am coping though with 8 pure subjects and i am really thankful for that.
social-wise,
maybe more to the bad side.
i haven't really be in touch with the ooposite side lately and it kinda feels weird.
many unexpected things happen and i am always the most unsuspecting and unexpected person to emerge into some picture.

i do hope at times, i needn't need to care about some things but they just kept on crawling back to me, even worser than i had expected.
and i do frequently ask myself, "of all girls, why me?"
and at times, i take the reasonings as good ones but at times, i just can't control those bad thoughts that appeared in my mind.

as for now, i am trying to ignore things as the saying goes, "ignorance is bliss."
i will try,
to live the way i lived before :)

2009-03-14T18:35:00.001+08:00

The look on your face could light up a room,
but instead you left.

)':

2009-03-05T22:36:00.000+08:00

This week, mundane and gloomy;
just like the weather.

When will it be cured.

2009-02-22T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hi.

I think i'm going bonkers soon.
Remedy, come hurry .

2009-02-21T19:15:00.000+08:00

Tell why,
you're so hard to forget.

2009-01-27T00:41:00.005+08:00

'cos you don't know how much i miss the old times ..

2009-01-24T16:27:00.001+08:00

BACK FROM OUTWARD BOUND SCHOOl! :D

i miss raleigh so much and theresa and my watch-mates are the besti could ask for even tho this sounds super dee cliche!

bonds were forged and we got really close and i made friends with people i never knew and would just stare at before!

updates at lj :)

2009-01-13T19:26:00.002+08:00

ha, it's exactly a month and a day since i last posted on this blog.
i almost forgot my pw for blogger account.
haaaaaaaa. okay. i shall do a quick update then.
firstly, i can only update over here 'cos i have some time to spare today :)
and that is because i didn't have to come to school today 'cos i wasn't feeling well :))

okay, so the first week in school was an emotion turmoil. so many things happened and so many emotions i felt :X
hahahahhaa, some new ones too and shermin would know how i felt then!
brrr, glad all those are history now.

so ystday was the bomb!
hahahah i dont know why but i felt good yesterday! :D
and i'm loving my new partner, MARYANNE STEPHANIE KWAN!
:)

kay bye, i cant wait for saturday.

currently listening to : Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne

2008-12-17T00:29:00.000+08:00

BYEEEE :)

2008-12-14T02:13:00.002+08:00

i sent adliya a picture of my bruises.

adliya says:
omg it looks quite serious :/

and now, she's doing a research on how to cure bruises lol.
hee, thanks darl :DD

"Apply melted chocolate directly to the bruise and wrap it in gauze overnight. Clean it off the next morning" one research said.
Lol .

Random Fact #2 : i love being hugged from behind :)

2008-12-12T23:59:00.004+08:00

I HATE INJECTIONS.
wth, fainted from one today.
blurring vision and fading hearing.
giddy and nauseous.
and then, hit a bloody chair and suffered bruises on my right eye, lower lip and right knee.
damn suaaaaay lah.

the doc almost wanted to send me to the hospital but i told her i got an appointment with my friends lol.
so pictures tell it one half of the story.
lj for details (:

2008-12-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

i feel kinda bad to some people :X
like tessa lol, she can't seem to find my new url.
and rachel said, "HAAHAH, I FOUND YOU! so goddamn easy la."
contradicting lol.
anw here's a clue to tes :D

guess which clique member rhymes with sperm. rachel owned. :)
go her lj and find meeeeee ;D

2008-12-06T21:28:00.001+08:00

got a new camera today :D
canon ixus smth smth.
since i am doing detailed daily blogging at lj,
shall post abt random facts here ;)

Random Fact #1 : i love boyshorts!

2008-12-06T00:18:00.002+08:00

i shall try to do a daily post on this blog.
but more to livejournal uhhh.
like yesterday, went out with victoria :)
to island creamery and then to orchard to watch that movie above!
yes, we got in :D
very dramatic tho.
go to lj, more detailed there! hee.

so can everyone please create lj accounts?
so you can read my friends-only post!
victoria just created one.
heeee.

the chocolate sculpture, purely chocs :)

kay, uhhh, i am really nice.

and i am not mean :X

i know you're reading my blog :)

so add me up on msn if you wanna okay.

2008-12-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

okay, guess what.
i found out the pros and cons of blogger and lj :D
so i ain't moving anymore.
heh.

will post at both accounts though.
maybee for lj, since not many people know of it,
shall include more discreet stuffs.
hee :D

2008-12-02T23:26:00.003+08:00

uploaded pictures here 'cos livejournal's uploader is damn screwed.

but, the entry post is at lj :D

2008-12-01T21:40:00.006+08:00

MOVED! :)

be the finder, i'm the hider.
hee, sounds like someone's blog ehhh :D

but keep checking back yo.
for links, tags, etc etc.
i might just revert back to blogger.
:D

2008-12-01T04:07:00.002+08:00

i am all abandoned now ):
vashon left me.
then, adliya left me.
then then, rachel left me.
._.

buuuuut i can't sleep.
i cant wait for tmr.
i cant wait for twilight.

edwardddd, i lurbezxzxz euuu horrr :D
ha, whatever.
i am his legal mistress. :D
shermin's his childhood sweetheart :D
victoria's his ex-wife :D
rachel, hmmmm.

2008-11-30T20:20:00.002+08:00

you knw,
was supposed to go IT fair today.
'cos sister wanted a new digi camera and handphone.
and i wanted a new mp4 player.
but cancelled >:(

buuuut, nevertheless went out with mommy.
parkwaaaaaay.
i got a new sweater from Fox :D
and bought lots lots of choco biscuits frm Mark&Spencerrr.
then, mom wanted to make new specs.
i shall get new contacts on monday :D
think my degree went down slightly.
hehehehe.

at parkway, there's this dora the explorer meet and greet session.
so i told mum abt how adilah loves dora like mad.
but she asked, "what's this thing abt?"
"oh, dora is coming. for a meet and greet session."
"who's she? chinese ah?"
"HUH. No. she's a cartoon character!"
"ooooh."
-.-"

on the way home, bought starbucks.
i tried a new flavourrrr.
dark cherry mocha fraaaap.
nice nice :D

natalie and liting must be enjoying themselves now.
pfffft.

2008-11-29T22:52:00.010+08:00

"You See,
Anything for, Twilight."
xD

2008-11-29T20:37:00.002+08:00

i am so addicted to posting in lj :D
hahaha.
see lah, shermin, all your fault.
HAHAHA.
ask me for lj :DD

2008-11-29T04:47:00.002+08:00

kay omg.
look at the time now.
i cant sleep.
and i am very high.
ahhh, i continued watching.
it's so addictive -.-"
ookay.
no, i wont be completing the whole video.
like i said, saving the last for the best.
omgomgomgogmgomg.
i have another an hour of movie to go.
nononononon.
control.
yeah, control.
control is the key.
kay.
5 more minutes and i'm done.
yup, aft that, watching with friends in the theatre.
yup okay.

adios :D

2008-11-29T03:24:00.003+08:00

hahahahha okay.
i've stopped watching at the 35th minute.
shall save the last for the best screen :D
and yuuuuuuuuup,
i am finding a way to sneak in with clique somehow.
or maybe i am not even watching with you all )):
off to indo by then.

AHHH OMG.
CAN TWILIGHT COME OUT EARLIER PLEEEEAAASE.
saves us the wait :D
hahahah okay.
convo between shermin and me, full of OMGs.
convo between victoria and me, full of OMGs.
convo between shermin and vic, full of OMGs.
HAHAHA okay.
high.

2008-11-29T02:11:00.002+08:00

KAY HAHAHA OMG.
TWILIGHT IS OUT ONLINE.
SHERMIN VICTORIA ME WATCHING TOGETHER NOW.
HAHAHAAH OKAY.
EDWARD IS DAMN HOT CANZXZXZXZSXZXZ.
<33333

2008-11-29T00:35:00.003+08:00

today,
was such a dreamy day.
i dreamt a lot. heh.
slept for a total of 12 hours :D

was supposed to meet rachel at noon today,
buuuut,
i woke up one and a half hour later.
so postponed to 5pm.
so as usual, entertained niece ._.
and nephew's hair finally went down.
it usually stands and no matter how hard you try to push it down, it still hangs there.
ha.

slept at 3pm.
and woke up at 4.30pm and got bathed.
i recognised rachel by her hair.
HAHAHHAHAHHA.
okay, and i saw james too :DDD
like so coincidental lah.

went inside jolly bean/mr bean.
and this china woman pissed me off like mad.
and went home.
and slept again.
:D

was on the phone with TT just now for a whole 2 hours.
someday, mum's gonna cut my phone line.

2008-11-28T01:54:00.001+08:00

Shermin says:
oh LOL!

hot shot says:
i wanna be a boy lol.

Shermin says:
LOL WHY!

hot shot says:
fun lol! ;D

Shermin says:
LOL
Shermin says:
but i think guys' relationships with friends are weird
Shermin says:
like you can't go "best friends forever!"
Shermin says:
or omg he is so hot

hot shot says:
LOL!
hot shot says:
LOL!
hot shot says:
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL

Shermin says:
LOL

hahaha omg. so funny ._.

2008-11-28T00:51:00.002+08:00

where are the hopes,
where are the dreams,
my cinderella story scene.

just finished watched fantastic fouuurrr: rise of the silver surfer.
very very nice :D
sister received lots of compliments abt her prom -.-
and i am getting tired conversing the compliments to her.
Lol.

if dreams are smth what you hope for,
then isn't it better to stay asleep forever.
not referring to death though lol.
even though it meant not waking up.
okay, i am getting nowhere.
speaking of nowhere,
rmbr this phrase frm MR NG! during geog lesson last year.

THEOPPORTUNITYISNOWHERE.
;D

2008-11-27T20:22:00.002+08:00

i feel like dying.
lol, no.
not committing suicide.
so sick.
my body feels so hot ._.
and i've developed a case of stomach flu and nose flu.
sigh.

natalie's on the process of dying her hair.
lol, if you look like a freaking gangster, right, (.....)

2008-11-27T02:18:00.004+08:00

late night talks with vashon victoria adliya.
crack me up :D

here's a convo between me and zai in the cinema ystday.
'cos in front of her, was this AhB with a gold mountain-like hair, who stoned throughout the movie and his head just stayed still -.-

i guess this convo was to spite him xDD

z: oh my god!! i can't see my subtitles! something's blocking mee!
s: uh, zai. the subtitles are in chinese.
z: oh. HAHAHAAHAH.
s: HA.

then i kept saying on how still his head was.
-

i feel like a drug addict -.-
just consumed a panadol.
i feel so sick.
cough, headaches and stomach flu.
vomited ystday.
and yes, even tho how sick i am, i can still use the computer.

so many things are on my mind right now.
kay, think gonna take a rest.

2008-11-27T01:18:00.005+08:00

kay hi.
cant sleep.
and it's raining.
has been a while since i felt the taste of rain on my skin.

on msn chat with victoriaaaaa.
reminisced through the times we were very close to each other.
we got a date coming up.
hopefully.
:D
and my sister found out abt jamessssss.
hahhahaahaha.
vic now found out too.
hahhahahah.
-

and now,
adliya found out who.
vashon,
stop guessing who laaaaaaaaah :D

2008-11-26T22:19:00.004+08:00

james likes jeanette.
wickedly uncanny.
aliteration somemore.

i am so hungry like a hungry ghost --

i shld have eaten mre at macs just now.

oh well, mommy ordered pizzzaa and lasagne :D

so today, had a study date :)

with zai bte ------

hee.

but, she made me wait for her for 22 minutes.

and just when i saw her, the train came and asked her to go in with all the hand gestures right.

then, one guy inside gave me this funny look -.-

oh and, i was damn scared to face her can.

'cos the past few days, she was like a tigeress.

hmmmph.

so made our way to starbucks at somewhr.

donno near whr.

i ordered vanilla cream with java chiippp ventiii.

haaa, finally got the right one :D

topped with whip cream and choco syrup.

zai said it was nice tooo.

duh.

did math.

well, i did abt 4 questions :D

and she did, uh, 2 or 3 questions.

HAHA.

she finally loosened up a little after the sugar rush got to her blood.

asked her if she wanna catch a mooovie.

but, wildchild ain't out yet >:(

so i tried checking beverly hills chihuahua on my phone.

there's one nearest to us at Orchard Cineleisure @ 3.20pm.

and at that time, it was 3.10pm.

that girl badly wanna watch it.

so we chiong-ed all the way thr.

ran abt.

and there was this skater boy who fell ):

bought tickets.

she was so broke i treated her 2 bucks of her ticket.

and rushed to the cinema on time as the movie just started :)

HOLY COW.

IT WAS GODDANG FUNNY LIKE MAD.

i was laughing my guts out.

it's even funnier than madagascar.

so we both laughed damn hard.

you knw, like how we laugh in class .___.

so by the end of the movie, the back row was sorta looking at us -.-

they laughed too lah.

walked arnd and made our way to macs.

and ateeeee.

yakkity yakked :D

and walked to mrtttt station.

went home and yup! :)

my phone's spoilt.
i only dropped it once and it was only a 10cm drop please.

i took care of it as if it was my baby with a pouch :)

._.

oh and zaaaaaaaai,

i knw why M and A will look at me/us.

'cos we have the best of both worlds.

if you can knw what i am referring to ^o^

i wanna see andre-lookalike.

and the back row people ):

no need to fight fire with fire.

lets see how long you can hold out :)

2008-11-25T20:54:00.003+08:00

staying home today weren't so bad aft all.
sister's proooom is today :D
so the make up person came and dolled her up.
geez, i didn't know there were a lot of make up stuffs to knw abt.
heh.
then her friend came along and got dolled up too.
they both got their hair curled.
hmmm, think i might wanna get a curler sometime soon!
straight hair's boring.
and off she went to her prom at 7pm.

even a plain Jane can be transformed :)

my left eye keeps on twitching.

2008-11-25T00:37:00.006+08:00

it's such a pity isn't it, tessa? :)
but we all have to learn of how to let go.
people come and go.
it's all a part and parcel of life.
all the good things will eventually come to an end!
haaaaaa.
but, two can play at a game and fight fire with fire.
-

i came home at 10.30pm today.
and was so guilt-stricken.
it's one of those days which i can go home late and no one cares.
some people may know why ^o^

left her hse at abt 6.30pm there.
her bro and sis were actually looking fwd to my arrival, not departure.
heh :D
but before leaving,
we managed to do some catching up, playing guitar,
tessa screaming at ashley and caleb, i being an insane woman while fiddling with her mum's DX40 ):
phuck, i wanna that camera.
it's damn xoooool :D

76-ed to uhh, parkway.
stood all the way ._.
and now my legs felt as if they're detaching from the joints.
met liting at parkway.
wanted to get shoes buuut, no more stock.
ate at long john's when my phone went auto-offed.
we both got mad.
she, because she couldn't get the NDS game she wanted.
and me, uhh, idk :/ lol.

walked arnd parkway rnd and rnd 'cos of her lah.
wanted to go to games shop and inquire abt her NDS cartridge ._.
she sounded like some game freak which guys at the age of 9-16 are mad abt games games games.
then, when we were walking, there were this grp of guys carrying a guitar bad each.
i called them, "mates."
Lol .
and liting started laughing yadayada.
15-ed to interchg.
and zomg -.-
my sister.
"what are you doing so late here?!"
"i went out?"

and on the bus, she started saying on how late i come home when i am only 14 -.-
the other day, she went to some bbq at night.
so i asked mum, "why she can go bbq at night but you don't allow me?"
long ans cut short, "she's 18. you're 14."
"buuuut, brother, when my age, even worse."
and then, he happened to be in the room.
"HAHHA. youuuuu don't compare yourself and me. i am a MAAAAAAAAAAAAN."

hah, gender discrimination ._.
if i were a boy, .....

pictures up! :)
took so long to load.

she makes LilNat hyperventilate.
i gotta stop impersonating someone eh, rach :D

christmas treeee @ tes' hse :D

the annoying act cool pai kia ah beng gentleman annoying CALEB!

sophie's pose. lol.

<33>

the bitchy step ahlian act cute GODSIS-ASHLEY!

she's just acting cam shy xD

can't wait for wednesday :D

don't be a jerk kay!

oh and, if you see this, msg me,

orchard or airport? :)

make your choice.

2008-11-24T17:00:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiii to the people of the worrrllldddd :)

at tessa's hse now! :D
geez, her two siblings are so goddamn annoying.
and i take my words back abt caleb being cute.
he's such an ahbeng, vulgar and act cool at only the age of 9 -.-"
and her sister, annoying but cute.
hee.
will upload pictures later.

i sorta got lost at her neighbourhood.
took 25 to ang mo kio and i recognised some bus stop.
so i walked thr and tried to find my way arnd her neighbourhood.
really got lost and asked some maid --
she guided me along some road and i got lost more.
then i gave up and walked to the same bus stop.
tessa was alr waiting for me.
and yesssss, finally saw her <33

now she's playing with my phone.
hee.
and i sorta tuned her classical guitar ferr her. :)
hee.

2008-11-23T17:40:00.005+08:00

didnt go out today.
oh weelll )):
pictures frm the other day ;

2008-11-23T01:41:00.001+08:00

late night talks with shermin & rachel <33

2008-11-22T01:03:00.002+08:00

i miss you all like the sun missing the rain in a drought-prone place ):

adilah came in for a 'surprise' visit today :/
well, yes, my mum is supposed to take care of her and aqid only on weekdays.
and weekends are our 'quality time' together but she had to be the third wheel in.
nevertheless, we didn't miss out on our plan.

i told her if she was a bad girl, kept on shouting and throwing tantrums,
won't buy for her a guitar.
Lol .
yeah, she wants a Barbie Guitar -___-

went plaza sing to get my contract renewed :D
yup, i got Sony Ericsson C902.
even tho natalie hates the phone to the core,
i shall live with it lah.
(:

changed plans to 300 free minutes of outgoing calls and still unlimited usage of smses.
and the person at the counter commented on my usage of sms and calls.
"woah. 2000+ smses? and 8 hours of outgoing? wow."
i dont know how i did it either xD

aft that, walked arnd plaza sing.
adilah got a new pair of shoes.
and a book.
i got a new phone (:
and a pinnnnnnk pouch frm esprit.

she tested my patience today.
but nope, didnt flare up at her.
all i had to do was to say, "throw tantrums? no more going out with me and no more sweets."
that sorta shut her up.
hee.

she went into cotton on by herself.
and i went in too.
but couldnt spot her anywhr 'cos she's only 88cm.
then mum came in.
"whr's adilah?"
"oh! she's arnd here somewhere."
she grew all panicky.
and started shouting for her.
"omg, mum. chill. she's inside the store!"
and adilah came behind her -.-"

bought kfc buddy meeal and cab-ed home (:
out with mum again tmr, hopefully ((:

guess i expected too much.
naiive.

2008-11-21T16:53:00.002+08:00

out of courtesy of aalteam (:

How Ah-Lian Are You? (:

[x] have pink clothes
[ ] have a 'cool' bag
[x] wear short pinafores/skirt above knee
[x] straight/reborned hair whaaaaaaat.
[ ] wear colored contacts
[x] wear skinnies
[x] wear eyeliner
[ ] wear mascara

[x] wear flats
[ ] wear super short shorts
[ ] have a gang. uhhhhh, i doubt clique counts laaaah lol.

No. of Crosses divide by 10 times 100% = 60%
.______________________________________.

2008-11-21T16:35:00.004+08:00

she's talking to herself right now --
imaginary friends and cat.
pfffft.

i shall do this one more time 'cos i am so bored ._.

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

How are you feeling today? Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis
-_____________-

Will you get far in life? Beep - PCD LOL!

How do your friends see you? This is Me - Demi Lovato
hmmmm, maybeeeeeeeeeeee :/

Will you get married? Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney
HAHAHA! YES YES! :D

What is your best friend's theme song? Our Time Now - Plain White Ts.
well, she sang this when we walked to ecp together.

What is the story of your life? Wait for You - Elliot Yamin
who's the You? LOL.

What was high school like? Breathe - Michelle Branch
kinda true.

How can you get ahead in life? All About You -McFly
again, who's the You??

What's the best thing about your friends? That's What You Get - Paramore
yup, happiness and laughter. fun and joy (:

What's in store for this weekend? We Belong Together - Mariah Carey
again again, who's the other person? ._.

Describe your grandparents. Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

How's your life going? I'll Be - Edwin McCain
the best :X

What song will they play at your funeral? Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
ZOMG. IS THIS QUIZ HINTING SMTH?

How does the world see you? One Last Kiss - Madina Lake
Lol .

Will you have a happy life? Bubbly - Colbie Calliat

Do people secretly lust after you? Love Bug - Jonas Brothers
geez, thanks ^o^

How can you make yourself happy? Pictures of You - The Last Goodbye
You -'-

What should you do with your life? She Wants Me - Aaron Carter
HAHAHHAA! OMGG.

What song would you strip to? Walk With Me - Bedlight for Blue Eyes
ack.

What does your mum think of you? You and Me - Lifehouse
awwww, mummmmmyyy :)

What is your deep, dark secret? Because you Live - Jesse McCartney
wth --

What is your mortal enemy's theme song? Always be My Baby - David Cook

What's your personality like? MAD - Neyo
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

What song will be played at your wedding? Shut Up and Let Me go - The Tings Tings
yeah, and i shall be the runaway bride.

2008-11-21T16:12:00.002+08:00

foo yi victoria will always be my ~~baby~~ gayfie :D<3
i miss you plenty plenty babe.

liting cut bangs.
natalie alr has bangs.
so, ...

adilah is so annoying.
i am so glad i am the youngest of all sibs!
so ystday, i was supposed to be awake at 1030.
buuut, i woke up an hour later.
and was supposed to be in hgs at 1200.
Lol .

so i quickly rushed out aft bathing.
walked to the bus stop.
my right eye felt very itchy.
so i rubbed rubbed rubbed.
but felt that smth was wrong.
so i covered my right eye.
could see clearly.
covered left eye.
couldn't see >.<

so for the whole journey to hgs, i was half-blind.
felt very nostalgic when entered :)
so met liting and her sister.
aww, lizhen, cheer up kay :)
you can still put tkgs as your first choice.

saw mdm anwara, p4 teacher.
ahhhh.
"hiii, mdm anwara! recognise meee?"
"AHHH YES. SITI RIGHT."
and then, hugged her.
blablabla.
she asked what sch i am in.
how am i doing etc etc.

then, mrs raihana.
she recognised me till i mentioned sister's name --
and she asked abt sistaaaaa.
went to liting's hse aft that to help lizhen make her school ch0ices.
i eventually took out my other contacts ._.
played with her miniiii laptop.
and read archie comics on her bed while she ate.

lerkoon speaks english with a china twaaaang.
:/

liting wanted to go to my hse then.
so took 33 and 30 to eunos inter.
wanted to go 7/11 there so walked at this shortcut.
i didnt know there was mud.
i could avoid it alr laaaaaah.
but that girl, too panicky, pushed me ._.
but HAH, my left foot was muddy.
her both feet were muddy.
xD

went toilet but there's no pipe.
so bought water at 7/11 and washed our feet.
barely enough for three foots but made do with it.
got home.
adilah and aqid were at home.
and i had to fetch three buckets of water for liting to wash her feet.

she saw adilah.
and grew all,
"OMG! SHE'S SO CUTEEEEEEEEEE."
played bubbles.
laptop.
guitar.
cut hair.

and then, she went home.
sorry lil, couldnt fetch you to the bus stop.
when you left, i immediately fell asleep ^^

out with momma tmr (:

2008-11-20T03:22:00.004+08:00

does this ring a bell, liting natalie? (:

off to haig girls later with lil.
yeh, need to accompany her to see her sis' results.
and to kpo kpo too :D
and mariana panicked like what ._.

joseph wong now isn't the same as the joseph wong i knew a year ago.
"you're the best thing i could have."

i used to wonder on how girls manage to maintain very long hair at the belly thr.
like damn straight hair.
used to think, "wow. they're really very good in maintaining that length of hair."
but, i got my answer now.
extensions.

2008-11-19T16:17:00.005+08:00

hello!
it's wednesday now.
i am going for interact camp in december.
yup, i dont know shld be happy not :/
like which means right,
if i get to go for the stayover at Novotel frm 30th to 1st Dec,
the next two days, i'll be off for camp
oh boy, mummy's gonna miss having me arnd xD

and when i come back frm camp, packing for indonesia ._.
and when i come back to school, it's almost time for OBS.
like omg.
._.
obs.

natalie's off to hat yai, thailand today.
take care love! (:
and bon voyageeee.
<3

i miss starbucks talk with victoria rachel natasha.

2008-11-19T04:11:00.001+08:00

i shall cheer up (:
i shall look in the positive side of things ((:
it's going to be alright (((:
everything's going to be fine.
everything's going to be great. ((((:
it's gonna rock :D

2008-11-19T03:05:00.009+08:00

-.=

taaaaaaall :D

liting natalie claimed i look like an aaaaaaahhhhhL.

kay, maybe my hair and my fringe.
so straight ._.

i am contemplating cutting it short short short with bangs ;D

very young look.

i'm reverting to specs (:

2008-11-18T23:50:00.005+08:00

if all good things didn't have to come to an end,
wouldn't the world be a better place to live in? (:

Hi.
i am going to 3e8 next year, first choice.
and no, it's not a bottom class even though it's 8.
i will be mixing with triple science students 'cos there aren't enough people for litcore/histelect.
subjects i am taking;
English
A Maths
E Maths
Higher Malay
Chemistry
Biology
Literature Core
SS/History Elective

no combined science class this year.
yes, we're that smart :D

and if i didn't request for hist elective, would be in sme class as vic tes rach nata.
but it's okay (:
same class as shermin sarah and a few others now!
:D

felt neutral.
not happy.
not unhappy.
not angry.
but i dont know how to put my feelings to words.
but thanks rebecca natalie shermin adliya for the console :D

this time, my pms is real bad :/
talked to rebecca and adliya and zai online just now.
phhooooooo. tears flowed down freely :/
hahaha!

MadaGascar

supposed to meet lilnat at 12.30pm at eunos platform.
but was late.
'cos of subject combi.
upon reaching eunos platform, i didn't know that there was this end of the platform that was hidden by a huge wall.
so ended up walking two big rounds to find them.
ooo boy, natalie looked pissed like siao.
since whoever that was late had to treat the early one, i treated her to half her movie ticket.
her eyes were damn scary.
"if looks could kill, everyone would be dead by now."

bought tixs at the cathay.
and headed on to long john's at plaza sing.
as we were eating and talking loudly abt ahbengs/ahlians,
this grp of guys who sat beside my left was listening ._.

haha! it's pretty obvious on how they leaned a bit and stopped for a moment while talking.
and on my right, two girls were sort of listening in too.
as i talked about ______ school girls wearing super short pinafores, hair high high with bangs.
and didn't realise that one of them had bangs.
hee.

late for madagascar 'cos of ahemahem.
puked before the movie though.
was feeling so super nauseous 'cos of the salsaaa cheese.
sooo madagascar was funny, yes.
wittingly funny.
liting snorted every now and then.
i could say she laughed throughout the movie.
as for nat and me, uhh, lets just say we laughed but not as much as she did.
Lol .

it's kind of very sweeeeet, too.
'cos of malvin(giraffe) and gloria(hippo).
if cartoons could be romantic and sweet, why can't males be.
HA.

train-ed to wisma.
walked arnd.
far east plaza.
got accessories :D
treated liting to bangles -.-"
starbucks.
but didnt really eat there 'cos somewas was staring and i didnt feel good :/
burger king.
ate.
made noise.
pictures.
headed to orchard station.
beautiful decorations lighted up at 7.30PM.
very pretty and bright.
"i feel like a tourist when i'm with you."
- natalie.

oh and when we were walking at the wisma area there,
i think there was this campaign on free hugs or smth.
so there was this super the cute like mad guy shouting, "FREE HUGS!" with the banner.
he's so damn cute i could have just went up.
but nah, didnt.
would be kind of weird right.
and some more he recognised me alr.
'cos we walked there twice, coincidentally. (:

dropped off at eunos with liting.
and i was then alone at the interchange waiting for bus when she walked home.
then, zomg lah.
it's sometimes scary to be alone!
so this grp of mats was looking at me.
i felt so, uh, afraid and intimidated.
but i ignored yes.
i have had enough of staring incidents with ahlians.

i was alr feeling neutral/sad/upset abt subject combination.
and then they approached me in a grp.
so i felt like whatever.
one of them who was in act-nerd big glasses asked,
"hey, can i have your number?"
i was quick this time :D
"oh. no, sorry. i am seeing someone."
"oh. never mind then. bye."
and they walked away.

as they walked away, the friend said smth in malay.
"bukan hari kau lah. lagi pun dier cina."
which means,
"not your day lah. some more she's chinese what."
and obviously, i understood that ._.
and rolled my eyes.

thank god bus came very soon (:
mum just ordered pizza.

2008-11-18T02:39:00.002+08:00

this girl got a problem.
blackout.
whatever.

tessaaaaaaaa,
when can i come to your hse?
i really badly need to talk to you ._.
not through phone.
i busted my phone bill, 6 hours exceeded.
boohoos )):

phuck, get over the damn bloody hell over it.
it's always like this.
better off gay

2008-11-17T22:28:00.002+08:00

police officers are officially da bombxzxxxzxzxz.
i'm so english-prone..

followed mum to the bank.
had to bring along niece nephew.
and my niece was 'flirting' with the police officer there.
smiled here there.
while my nephew drooled on my shoulder.

aft the paperworks were done,
he held the door open for me and nephew.
and he asked, "brother eh?" in malay.
i was thinking, "what's nephew in malay ahh?"
and i sort of paused, stumped.
LOL.
and then quickly answered, "oh. nephew."
and smiled and walked away.

his voice is nice :D
i cant wait for tmr :D

me: where'd you go? i miss you so.
tes: it's like its been forever, since you've been gone.
you broke through all of my confusions, the ups and the downs that nobody could see. i miss you lah!
Lol. yea imy too!!!

)':

2008-11-16T22:02:00.003+08:00

i am posting this for myself and adliya also (:

-'-

2008-11-16T21:23:00.001+08:00

i have planned two of my days next week :)
lets hope it won't go up in ruins.
i shall not post till i have smth to do post abt .

2008-11-16T01:59:00.001+08:00

hi.
i need a date with tessa asap.
shall go watch teevee now.
bye.
-

cover of teardrops on my guitar.
frm a guy to a girl :)
link!

2008-11-16T01:29:00.001+08:00

mummmmmmmmy, i wanna go for the sleepover with natalie and liting.
pleeease.
please.
please.
):
shucks.

2008-11-15T23:26:00.010+08:00

i felt so suffocated today.
went to bugis og first with mum sis.
but had to cut across bugis street.
zomg, so many lians and bengs!
and they stared at me like wanna fight like that.
hmph.
speaking of lians,
i found a blog that is esp for anti ahlians team.
super fun to read and very true.
they use very good english too.
stayed up till 3am last night to read all :D

didn't buy anything there.
and aft, headed to wisma atriaa.
god, my sister is the fussiest shopper ever.
i am never going out with her again lah my god.
i managed to get a tee shirt from pull&bear.
smallest size is S but their cutting is big.
but just bought it anyway.

skipskipskip.
starbucks.
old chang kee.
walked to bus stop!
AND OMG LAH!
I SAW SOMEONE!
HE'S SO DAMN TALL AND FREAKING HOT OMG.

hee.
pics frm the zooo trip.
more can be found at shutterfly web :)

i wanna go singapore botanical gardens next :)

2008-11-14T22:42:00.003+08:00

as much as i love niece,
she is so annoying.

quarrelled with her today again ._.
she started throwing her doll and book at me for no apparent reason.
so i got mad and threw the doll at her twice.
and she shouted, "why you throw at me!"

"'cos you threw it at me first!"
"NOO. you threw at me first."
"NOOOO. you threw at ME first."
"NO."
"yeah. you have proof?"

and she cried and complained to dad ._.

stayed home today.
no small children tmr :DDDDDDD
out with mum and sis.
she gotta get her prom dress, i think.
no more studying for her till August 2008.
can't believe she's 18.
hmmmph.

madagascar on tuesday with lilnat :)

2008-11-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

i thought of what liting said to me ystday.
about reputation spreading like wildfire when one could be unaware of.
it's kind of freaky.
ha.

it's hard being a girl.
random.

2008-11-13T21:22:00.005+08:00

you'll learn to appreciate the littlest things in life when death is drawing near.
our near-death experience;

Singapore Zoological Gardens; read only if have time. it's long.

haaaaaa. okay.
so hyperbole was intended in the above two statements ._.
read on to find out mre.
i'm pms-ing super badly this time round.
so emotional laaah.
tsk.

today, went with zaaai to zooooooooo.
ZZ xD
haha, met each other at my eunos station.
god, she looks so ahliaaaan with eyeliner.
ha, and nope, i didn't wear eyeliner today :)
we trained to ang moh kio there and waited at the interchange for service 138.
i thought it was 137 and so went to the passenger service for help.
and the uncle there started, "HUH? HUH? HUH?"
when i didn't say anything yet ._.
major laughter moment.

oh and, ang moh kio interchange is kinda cool.
first time there and it's in air conditioned mall.
Lol .

the ride to the zoo was long.
we stared at this caucasian baby falling asleep.
eeek, so cute.

upon reaching the zoo, we saw people gathering outside the entrance.
looked closer and saw this sign, "emergency occured, operations suspended."
and we asked the person and zai said it was no use asking 'cos they won't tell what happened.
so we started having wild imaginations about the white tiger being on the loose.
><>.<

started freaking out abt that.
and cried .____.
ha.

there was a sea lion animal show :D
very very cute.
and we could take pictures with it and it will kiss you!
so i did with zai.
but it kissed my head.
HAHA, omg, i could the weight of it on my head.
a big, slightly wet smooch!
and zai smelled my hair and said it slightly stinked of fish.
LOL, so i quickly sprayed my hair.
hee.

we continued walking arnd in circles, feeling extremely exhausted.
and when we're really tired and feel as if our legs could collapse anytime, we get sort of very restless and slightly drunk.
i started hitting her.
lying on her.
holding her hands.
and she beat me back.
beware, hurts like mad.

finally saw the exit aft a long walk :)
went to this shop to see the pictures we took together with the sea lion.
there was this screen to view the pictures.
and i thought it was self-service or smth and touched it.
the lady at the counter went, "oh, it's not touchscreen. we'll help you with it."
then this guy asked for our this code number to view the pictures.
HA. we looked damn retarded.
esp. in the second picture, wow, zai looks very AHHAHAHAHA.

"eh! omg! can this guy see our photos not?!"
- zai
i think he looked as if he wanted to laugh when he saw our pictures.
heh.

asked if we wanted to print out.
it was 30 bucks to print it out and framed.
"oh oh, print lah. very very nice."
- rajan (that's his name)
"oh oh. no thanks. and thanks."
ran out of the shop, laughing.
out of zoo, toilet and laughed ._.

very very tiring.
guess this day wasn't that of an accomplishment but not of disappointment neither.
good thing i had free passes.
if not, she would have wasted her 18 bucks entry fee.

took bus and train.
headed for vivo.
won't do much of a elaboration on this.
just walked arnd.
looked at phones :)
i am soo so so so persuading mum for w902.
well, she hasn't given me an award for getting 6As for fyes.
heh.

went outside to look at the scenery again.
and saw tkgians.
they recognised us eh.
and shouted, "TK!"
we don't even recognise them -.-"
zai gets annoyed seeing couples.
ha.

played "wopuld you rather".
and i knoew her weakest points ever.
and she knows mine.
hmph.
jjj 4evaaaaa.

went home and saw matilda.
._.

ystday, i needed to go parkway and jy did too.
so we went together.
got some books and stuffs :)
'what to do when someone dies' by nicci french.
and no, it's not a guidebook.

skipskipskip.
yesterday night, from 10.30pm to 2.00am;
talked to liting on the phone.
sighhhhhhhhhhh.

madagascar next week.
bye :)

2008-11-12T12:31:00.003+08:00

i don't have eyebags; i slept at 10.30pm ystday and woke up at 10am.
lastly, i need binoculars.

i love natalie tan .
she was such an angel ystday.
haaaaaa.
Lol .

she came ystday aft her physio at about 2.30pm.
dad mum niece nephew were at home, getting ready to go buy some stuffs.
so we didn't get any privacy yet.
but, i told her to just og up to mum and tell her abt the dinner and stayover.
whooooh, personal invitation :D

so she came up to her with the invitation card(ha) and yakitty yakked.
and mum uh, seemed neutral ._.
but, somehow i think she was quite agreeable.
it depends on dad tho.
and that made me pissed with her throughout the night.

when they are finally gone,
natalie ate and we watched boiling points, malaysian edition.
holy cow, i think it's far more funnier than the american edition.
ha, one of the victim looked like mr. alex tang .___.
hee. and another was of them said this, "i'm so phucking cheating."
Lol , grammar mistake.
tsk.

then, she ate another round.
aft that, talked abt phones and used the computer.
gah, i have news.
more girls would be transferring to tkgs.
and one of them is from cedar.
ha, yeah. apparently she couldn't really cope there.
and she's interested in literature.
gah, i dislike new changes. a lot.

told nat everything abt that and abt the rodeo bull incident ^^
she tried doing my science paper, but to no avail, tsk.

then they all came back.
natalie loves children, i can tell.
she plays with her.
talks to her.
plays along when my niece said that she owns a cat (imaginary cat) ><
and then, she ate another round.
she eats a mountain everytime.
and still so slim.
hmpf.

then she played more and more and more with my niece.
drawings, etc.
and she got back her results for sec three.
first choice.
and almost similar to liting's ; POA, combined.
and i will be getting mine back, a week frm now.
sigh.

went home at 8+++ and at the bus stop, she played with niece more saying there were frogs whatever.
and yeah, that's all.
god, i really do wanna stayover laaaaaaaaah.

when i woke up,
niece was making noise.
scolded her lah.
trying to sleep, she made noise.
hmph, and she told me, "I DONT WANT FRIEND YOY ANYMORE."
and i replied, "HA, OKAY. DONT FRIEND, DONT FRIEND LOR."
and i went back to my computer.
then, she came and apologised.
:D

kay, going parkway soon.
gotta buy a book to read.

i don't wanna any changes lah please.
it was alr hard enough.
goddamnit.

2008-11-11T02:24:00.003+08:00

i am super bummed out.
everything's going the other way.
scratch that whole itinerary for the week.
bad karma.
everything changes, messed up and ruined laaaaaaaaaah.
yeah, you might ask why i am making a mountain out of a molehill.

becaaaaause i wanna do smth really meaningful this holidays.
i have no training, sadly ):
i wanna learn smth new and do them.
i wanna feeeel my hols.
be well-rested, not just referring to sleep, and feel satisfied.
ahhhhhhh -'-

yesterday, stayed home ._.
tessa's mum was admitted to hospital.
gah. and today, liting's not coming.
'cos she has to babysit her baby brother.
natalie, not sure :/
but the whole plan for today is ruined laaah.
we had a lot in mind to do today )):

wednesday, i lost the math wrksht i printed out.
and i am very lazy to go to the website to print it again.
thursday, dad says might not be able to get the free pass for zoo.
so might have to reschedule the trip again again again.
friday, i am still persuading mum.

bad karma.
bad karma.
but my horoscope says otherwise.
bad karma.
bad karma.
oh well, what goes arnd, comes arnd.

oh and, i am so against euthanasia.
it's equal to murder lah.

2008-11-10T01:41:00.000+08:00

aft blogging, i shall go watch teevee.
i miss the healthy lifestyle event now ):
i miss rodeo bull )):
i miss Wii Tennis ))):
i miss laughing )))):
i miss screaming ))))):
oh boohoos.

nephew and niece are coming over later.
but, i will be out to tessa's house.
playing guitar with her :D
i kind of pity my niece, no one plays with her.
except for my sister who is studying for her A levels.
i always ask her whether she's tired and if she is, sleep.
and she always says NO.

kind of lazy to play with her.
but she will sleeps at 6.30pm aft my chinese drama.
haaaaaaa.

and on tuesday, i am having friends over, i think.
natalie and liting.
for a few reasons actually.

1. they can keep my niece accompanied while i help my mum with my nephew -.-"
2. they can persuade mum into letting me staying over at hotel.
pssst, natalie. remember those tips i told you to get in my mum's good books.
3. liting needs to borrow my jesse mccartney's disc.
4. natalie wants to play with niece.

heh.
i am so keeping my fingers crossed for the hotel thing.
and it's time to make my hols of good use please.
i dont wanna sleep at 3am and wake up at 2pm ._.
wasting holidays!
AHHHHHHH.

so this is basically the itinerary for the week.

monday - go tessa's hse.
tuesday - natalie liting coming over.
wednesday - get started with math homework
thursday - zoo trip
friday - class gathering aka yinhui's parteh tentative. still asking momma):
saturday - i wanna go library somehow ._.
sunday - stay home lah.

but whatever it is, gonna make do of my free time.
i am experiencing paranoia all of a sudden.
of january and school -'-

cant wait to see ~~caleb ashley levin~~ tessa :)
30th may 2009, i can make my identification card.
wow.

2008-11-10T01:06:00.003+08:00

~~sperm~~ shermin tagged me :)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. sunrise goodbyes
2. if siti killed herself -
3. like no other -

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. Optimism :D
2. Super Nice Hair :D
3. Confidence :D

THREE THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. my thighs
2. my voice
3. Paranoia

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1. Chinese :D
2. Japanese
3. Malay

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. Height!
2. Losing loved ones ):
3. Guys. LOL.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. Handphone
2. Money
3. Biscuits and Water :d

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:

1. Cullocks
2. Furry Slippers
3. Spectacles

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:

1. Bedlight for Blue Eyes :D
2. Faber Drive :D
3. A Rocket to the Moon :D

~~THREE~~ SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:

1. Love
2. Chemistry
3. Happiness
4. Affinity
5. Loyalty
6. Honesty
7. Mutualism

~~THREE~~ SIX THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
i am ~~bisexual~~ heterosexual :)

1. Voice
2. Hair
3. Eyes
4. Heart
5. Body
6. Character

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. Hyperventilating
2. Laughing
3. Shoppinnnng

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. Hyperventilate!
2. SEE SOMEONE LAH OMG!
3. Sleep but i cant ):

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:

1. Accountant
2. Doctor
3. Secretary

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. Melbourne, Australia
2. Malibu, California, United States of A
3. Tokyo, Japan

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. Be extremely happy
2. Accomplish every single mission
3. Be with loved ones :)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:

1. I Scream Damn Loud
2. High-pitched Voice
3. Getting time-of-the-month :D

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:

1. I wear boxers :D
2. I enjoy action-packed movies :D
3. I play around.

THREE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO DO THIS QUIZ:

1. natalie
2. liting
3. amandaaaa! :D

2008-11-09T01:50:00.001+08:00

chatting with natalie mardhiah.
with natalie, abt phones and hotels.
gah!
i need to find a phone i really like ._.
and abt hotels, her mum is booking a superior room for me and liting to stay over.
i soooooo wanna go.
but yeah, her mum has to convince my mum first.

with mardhiah,
hee, i was up to my mischief again.
sssssssh :X

liting's online now.
god, at 1.45AM.
it's SUNDAY NOW!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
-.-"

another week's beginning and the past week's wasted >:(

i told myself;
the day i get over you is the day i am going to bawl like a baby.

2008-11-08T23:31:00.006+08:00

here staring at you :)

his eyes look as if he's wearing acuvue define contacts.

hmmmm.

sis' fiancee came over just now.

and taught me how to detect the strum patterns for guitar.

and!

it turned out that the strum pattern that ms ng gave us for you and i both is a lil outta tune :/

for adliya; down down down down down up down.

heeeh :D

2008-11-08T16:18:00.003+08:00

my left leg aches so much.
'rents not at home and sis is watching some hindi movie -___-

Healthy Lifestyle Campaign 071108 :)

when i woke up at 11am, mum was alr taking aunt for a checkup.
she left me 10 bucks :D
hee.
got bathed and dressed.
and when i was abt to put on my contacts, tes and yaisyah msged me.
so the plan was that i was going to have lunch with tes.
rachel and the rest were going to have at marina.
but in the end,
they joined us.

i was last to arrive.
heh.
and on fifteen, saw marcus .________.
they waited for me at the bus stop.
rachel victoria yaisyah tessa.
it's kind of weird to see victoria again for some reasons ^^

when walking to kfc, rachel asked," siti. touch my hair. soft right?"
and yup, it was soft.
"how come soft?"
"oh. i used the shampoo that you used."
-___-

saw mardhiah christine somegirl adliya fazlina audreyx2 linhui.
and as we ate, natasha came.
asked for the yearbook and they looked through it.
"eh, you guys wanna see temasek yearbook?"
- rachel
and everyone stared blankly at her.
Lol .
then they all started to look for my type.
and pointed to someone.
"ummm. that's *jason." name changed.
"OMG. THA'S JASON? HAAAA."
HAHA.

went borders, read magazines.
and went back to schooool.
watched they all played bridge.
took attendance.
and got a teee shirt.
when the cher asked us to change, the nearest toilets would be full right.
so nat me rach yaisyah vic changed behind the staircase.
"oh! the changing room is full!"
- natasha.

we had to put our pinafore over the huge huge huge shirt when it's only S ._.
looked really silly.
and once reached at the padang, we just stripped there.
hee.
a lot of schools and people.
aft the chers registered and handed some things to us,
we went off to look at the games.

we walked in a grp; rachel mardhiah victoria shermin natasha zai yinhui.
all of us instantly got attracted to this game; rodeo bull.
there's this bull, and we have to ride on it while it spinned, turned, went up and down. :D
funnn eh.
asked one another to go and ended up ohyapeiyasoh.
and shermin was the odd one out.
SO, she went first!

HAHAHAH.

then it was victoria.
god, it was goddamn funny.
and by this time, many people gathered alr ._.
then, it was my turn -____________-
ack, so scary to face all those people.
and yes, everyone knows i cant jump for pete sake.
so, i couldnt get on the bull.
zai said the damn hot to the hot hot hot hot hot guy was abt to help me up but i didnt see.
and then, he gestured his hand to me and helped me up.
still couldnt get up for a split second.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

god, i think i was such in an awkward position.

then, it was finally over.
zai asked if i was okay as she said i was feeling hot.
yup, always get sudden fever aft thrilling rides.
so we continued walking anrd and played games.
basketball.
frisbee.
archery, which i totally suck at.

next, nintendo wii tennis :D
waited very long to play that.
the girls who played before us were very quiet.
which was the total opposite of us.
rachel and i partnered against natasha and zai.
HAAAAA.
won the first game.
and the subsequent two games were a super duper close shave.
kept on deuce-ing and adv-ing.
but in the end they won.
rachel did not know how to serve ._.
so it was funny.
and at the game point, screamed here there.
till, the next booth people were shooshing us.

the cameraman was videoing us all along -___-
silly filly.
continued walking around.

it was sweltering hoooottttttttttttttttt.
thank god fans were given out.
then natasha and victoria played this game where you have to slam dunk while being pulled tightly back.
natasha got two dunks :D
sat at the concert area and listening to the Muttons.
watched cheerleaders also.
hmmm, fake smiles they had on their faces :/

went marina for lunch at subway.
i had a double choco chip cooookie.
and walked arnd.
went back.
sat.
while some others called up their parents to 'pick' them up :D
but mard me zai stayed.
accompanied zai to toilet and we both walked around.
happened to pass this grp of mats.
and when zai walked past them, one of them tapped her shoulder.
and then said, "OH. SORRY AH! WRONG PERSON YAH."
ha, that was like so purposely.

listened to songs by electrico.
no nice.
plus others.
this guy sang "mercy", acoustic version.
eeeek, so nice.
and there was samba soccer.
damn cooooool lah.
zai danced ._.
and some other dances.

we went to rodeo bull again and watched people.
and this guy!
HAHAHHAHAHA.
HIS PANTS TORE.
GOD, IT WAS AT THAT PART ._.
Lol .
xinyu had a try at it later on.

we lazed arnd, watched the concert.
and i saw a pri school friend, tiara raisha.
brrr ..
then the bus took us back to school and went parkway with mardhiah to eeeaaat :D
went home at nearing eleven pm.
and tessa accompanied me on the phone home.
hee.

i couldnt really slp.
kept thinking abt the rodeo bull ._.

OH AND!
HAHAHAHA.
i forgot to mention.
back from marina,
we saw a lot of bald guys with navy shirts, shorts, same socks and shoes.
rachel said they were from NS.
but, i didnt believe it lah.
they looked like 16 or 17.
and also, acsi ruggers shaved their heads too.
sooo, there's a possibility.
oh and, they were so so so so tall.

we ohyahpeiyasoh-ed again :D
and zai was the odd one out.
so she had to ask them if they were frm NS.
HAHAHAA.
she asked this malay dude.
but he ignored her thrice.
then asked some other.
"excuse me, are you in NS?"
"yah."

LOL.

ha okay. point proven :D

2008-11-06T20:50:00.002+08:00

helo.
my nephew and niece just went home.
gah, this week has been passing by so fast ):
taking care of them is daaaamn of a hard work.
one cries cries cries and another one plays plays plays.
but he is so goddamn cute i can't take my eyes off him.
xD

not sure if i shld look fwd to tmr or not.
gah, hope it rains.
and the whole thing gets cancelled.
and we all get wet.
ha, kidding.

liting went out with a bunch of guys yesterday to watch 007.
gah, cant believe you maaaan.
you actually went out with darryl and andreas! D:
and SHAFIQ!
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.
rofl.
how was it ehhh? ^^

make it mine;
i wanna see you tmr.

2008-11-04T22:53:00.003+08:00

this love is freaking crazy.
it's driving me up the wall.
):

got this from banjamin's blog.
pretty similar to the past quizzes i did.
oh well.

First, name 20 people:D

1. tessa
2. natalie.
3. liting
4. zai
5. james
6. natasha
7. joseph
8. shermin
9. darren
10. banjamin
11. esther
12. jovan -.-"
13. darryl
14. amandaaa
15. rachel
16. andree
17. jingyi
18. victoria
19. mardhiaah
20. adliyaaaa

QUESTIONS!

1) How do you know 14?
amandaaa - same class for twwoo years! :)

2) What will you do if you never meet 1?
tessaaa - think i would cry less 'cos she's damn meaaan. heh, kidding. i would never have someone to gossip abt ACCHHOOO! :D

3) What if 9 and 20 date each other?
rachel and adliyaaaa - no surprise actually!

4) Will 6 and 17 date?
natasha and jingyiii - uhh, they sit beside each other. well, sort of. so maybeeee!

5) Describe 3?
litingggg - my bestiieeeeeee! we have been friends for uhh, 7 years.

6) Is 8 attractive?
sherminnn - you betcha!<3

7) Describe 7?
joseph - damn tall, rugger, botak.

8) Wat if 18 confess to you?
victoriaaa - she alr did .

9) Wat language does 15 speak?
rachellll - blair language xD

10) Who is going out with 9?
darrennnn - i wannaaa know! maybee 11 will tell meeeee :D

11) How old is 16?
andreee - 14.

12) When did you last spoke to 13?
darryllll - SOBS! D:

13) Who's 2's favourite singer
nataalieee - chris brown/neyo/frankie j

14) Will you ever date 4?
zaaaai - HAHAHAH, we're married -.-"

15) Would you ever date 1?
tessaaaaaa - sure! :D

16) Is 19 single?
mardhiaaaah -yup!

17) School of 3?
litinggggg - damai sec.

18) Where does 6 live?
natashaaa - pasir risssss.

19) What is your favourite thing about 5?
jamessss - "when he smiled, i caught myself smiling too." :)

20) Have you ever seen 11 naked?
estheerrrr - LAWL. I AM NOT THAT GAY.

:)

2008-11-04T22:23:00.003+08:00

it has been a while.
imiiiiiiiiissyou):

my head is spinning like a merry go round.
went out with adliya to tamps today.
caught the coffin again.
and rachel didnt reply when i messaged her 25364524 times.
hmmmmph.

oh and!
haaaaaappy birthday natasha michiko

yokoyamaaaa !!

haaaaaappy birthday amanda ooi !!

2008-11-03T13:48:00.003+08:00

i shall do a quick post before mum comes home and scream her head off at me for using the comp ><
i'm banned frm using the comp till my migraine totally goes away.
had been there stuck in my heaad for the whole of ystday.
consumed abt 3 panadols.
and for the first time ever, i slept at 10.30pm!
and woke up at 11PM.
sigh, had a very very very peaceful sleep this time round.
feels so.
peaceful :)

i like the feeling whr as soon as my head is on the pillow, my eyes get heavy and i soon doze off :)
somemore in this cooling weather,
i felt so comfy.

but silly crows woke me up with their KOOKAKAKAKKA -.-
watched mtv and ate.

anyway!
i got my guitaaaar now :D
it's burning red with a matching pick!
no other colors other than dark dark dark blue.

my saliva tastes bitter.
-

i shall not waste my holidays away.
the thought of school next year.
brrrr.
it's gonna be january all over again.

2008-11-01T19:14:00.002+08:00

i feel like making a public confession.
hah.
-

came back from parkway with mummy.
got printer inks and some things of her own.
ack, i realise she likes to look at others too.
-.-
parkway's packed at night.
idontlike.
heh.

the other time,
both my sisters and i were watching this wedding video of a friend.
and my 2nd sister suggested to the 1st of taking some memorial pictures of her and the fiancee at pizzahut near our school there.
i asked her why.
kind of a silly idea, i thought.
and then she said cos my sister was from tkg and the fiancee was from tkss.
so yeah.
-.-

slight feeever):

it's like i don't know you anymore, ifv.

2008-11-01T17:51:00.003+08:00

okay.
i really really think i am wasting my holidays away.
there's nothing for me to do.
and i woke up at 4.10pm today.
not good.
i have wasted 9 days of hols.
with 62 days left.

my arms are aching to hit a shuttlecock.
liting, pleeease.
i can book an indoor one if you want (:
and my legs are aching for a run.

i'm missing people alr.
i wanna do smth fun.
>:(

omg. i did a quiz liting tagged me.
but blogger didnt save it. -.-

2008-11-01T03:23:00.001+08:00

someone put me to sleep please.

sigh, i cant wait for tuesday.
watching the coffin again with adliya.
taggers, welcome :D
and this time round, i am going to scream.
heh.

2008-10-31T21:00:00.007+08:00

this was whr the 19 years old guy approached read on to find out mre x)

okay, my arms look big here.

yeh, she looks nice here >.<

hello there.

i am high today.
ask liting.

(:

when i reluctantly woke up today,
mum was out with uncle to hospital.
and dad was getting ready for prayers.
ha, was supposed to meet sarah at 1.30pm but she woke up late, too.
so took my time in getting dressed.
wore new pair of contacts today.
felt kind of weird :/

went by train 'cos needed to buy stamps and top up card.
and then at paya lebar took 135.
i thought i was on 30 so i stopped at the shell bus stop instead of school --
and lol, this tkss girl followed suit.
met sarah at the main gate and went general office to hand in.
and less than 3 minutes, we were out of school alr.
yeah, wasted time.

went to tkss bus stop and thought liting wasn't there.
sat down and i noticed this lady behind me and turned behind to see that it was actually her --
and she didn't dare approach me as she thought i wasn't in sch uni and that i was some cheena girl.
HAHHAA.
talked talked talked talked while waiting for 16.
and she kept looking to her right.
heh, and suddenly cikgu came.
zomg. talked to her and turned out that she was on her way to tiong bahru for soome project work.
she kept teasing liting.
LOL.

and finally, after missing 3 buses (dont ask why), we boarded the fourth 16 :D
went to plaza sing.
and then to beatspot to survey for guitars!
wheeee, i chose one alr.
hee.
okay.
and two girls were looking when i played for a while ^o^
liting dragged me to the ripples shop as she wanted to buy a bag,
but then, she was torn between two designs.
one was black, the other was white.
heh, i loike the black one and on our last trip thr, she was attracted to the white.
walked one whole round so that she could decide.

and then, flipped coin.
i asked, "how many times? five ah. aiyoh, just get white lah. i want the black one! "
"no! only once. head is black and tail is white."
so the first attempt was tail.
"okay, white! lets go!"
"no! i do it!"
and then mum called and while i was talking to mum, she flipped for another four times.
second attempt; tail.
third; tail.
fourth; tail.
fifth; tail.
then mum scolded me for laughing while she talked.
haaaaaaa.
but in the end, she got the black one.
hmmmph.

while walking out, passed this malay couple.
then as i was just looking arnd, the corner of our eyes met and zomg, he smiled -.-"
or rather, smirked in a scheming way.
like omg, your girlf is right there beside you.
and yet.
tsk.

train-ed to harbourfront to go to vivooooo :D
heh, my first time there.
so we just toured arnd, looking left right.
god, the scenery outside is so breeezy and cooling and romantic.
wheeeeee.
and the playgrnd and the damn steep slope.
plus the waterworks.
i wanna go there again.
heeeh.
"you're like a tourist."
- liting.

okay, other than just surveying for guitars,
i surveyed handphones too :D
went to starhub, sony ericsson and nokia.
and so far, these are my top three choices in random order (:
W902, W595 and C905.
aft that, liting dragged me to pageOne, the bookstore.
damn, almost got lost there as we went our separate ways.
so i just walked arnd to the dvds section.
and oh boy, what luck, they were showing camp rock.
>:(

so when we were walking,

liting wanted to avoid this three people.

so she went to cut into my way.

and i wanted to avoid this lady.

so i went her way.

and bumped!

too hard!

HAHAHA.

she bumped into this tall tall guy.

like the chest there.

"you got your revenge."

- liting x)

oh and went into this shop.
eeek, nice dresses.
but forgot what it is called --
and finally, went to eat.
i skipped breakfast and lunch.
ate at long john's.
she said got people staring.
and ha, i controlled myself to not stare back --
like seriously, okay, i was in my tkg uniform and usually people look.
but, they dont need to look till like what.
and this mat two tables from us,
zomg lah.
his eyes are damn scary.
i asked liting to look and yup, she agreed.
and some more he looked looked --

so while eating, i leaned closer to liting.
i didnt know why.
and i seduced her with my legs to her legs.
HAHHAHAHA.
i think if natalie ahhh.
i wouldnt dare.
heeh.
i scooped the salsa cheese with my finger.
like so normal thing to do, right.
but she said, "you're giving mixed signals to others, you know."
>.<

she got colder by the second and pestered to eat faster.

i was still chewing on my chicken and salsa cheese.

and then suddenly, holy cow, 9 guys came.

and sat beside our table.

"omg, see. i told you to eat faster, right?"

- liting.

then one of them had no place to sit except for beside me and the friend.

"eh, never mind. sit beside the girl."

- one guy.

"yahyah, squeeze in between us."

- the guy beside me.

sot.

then quickly gobbled everything down and went away -.-"

stepped out again for fresh air and breezer.

whoo, it was alr dark.

so we walked slowly.

and caught the sunset!

hee.

saw many many couples having a rendezvous there.

one was rocking the girl.

the others was just sitting enjoying the breeze :)

i stood by the railing and sea, staring at the sea and cruise boats.

liting was taking pics of me then.

HAHHA --

okay, here comes the best part of the day.

ha, kidding.

more of embarrassing actually.

this malay guy came up to us.

he looked like 19 or 20 years old.

he was holding a cybershot phone.

heh, i saw.

he began his sentence with, "hey hi. excuse me. umm .."

"yeah?"

in my head, i thought he wanted me to help him take a picture.

but it would be kind of weird.

and then i thought he wanted to take a picture with me.

that's way more weird.

and my mind starting imagining things alr ._.

okayokay. now lemme continue.

"yeah uh. my friend over there, in white, wants your number. he's attracted to you and so he wants to get to know you better."

holy shiz, stumped.

and without knowing, i turned to look at the friend who was sitting with another friend.

white school uniform with a badge.

but, couldnt make out the badge as he was hiding it --

and the way he sat, please, i totally have no comment.
yup, that was what i observed from a glance xD

god, i sound like a bitch here.

so i turned back to that guy who approached me.

god, he was wearing shades --

like those kind of retro shades.

"okaaay, how old is he?"

he's like hanging out with older guys so got to know his age right.

"he's 17 this year."

in my mind yet again, "i am fourteen eh."

within that damn short period of seconds i was facing him, i was thinking of excuses.

thought of, "sorry no."

but he might ask for a reason.

then maybe, "oh. my mum actually dont allow me to give my number to strangers."

but he might be like, "okaaaaaaay."

so!

HAHAHA.

"ohh. okay. uhh, um. i am attached alr."

"um, what?"

"oh, i'm attached."

"oh. okay."

"sorrryy."

and i quickly walked away!

but, i had another glimpse of that 17 year old guy.

hahaha, his head was in his hands :/

he most prolly think that i am sixteen.

since i was in sch uni and he was in sch uni also.

and olevels ended at that timing alr.

so yeeeah -.-"

found our way out of vivo and to the train station.

it was damn squeezy on the train.

with my nausea and giddy spells, i could puke on the spot --

reached eunos.

bus and home :d

think my blood pressure is rising.

2008-10-31T03:07:00.002+08:00

take my hand,
take a breath.

and i told myself that it's going to end soon.
going to work this out.
no more checking, no more caring, no more bothering.
it's going to stop;
it's going to be the end C:

2008-10-31T02:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPPPPYYY HALLOWEEEN !!

and as usual, i can't seem to get to sleep.
god, i think i shall wake up at like eleven tmr.
get dressed at 1pm.
and set off to school and reach there at 2pm;
just to hand in the obs form.
brrr ..

okay, mum didnt allow me to go yinhui's hse to celebrate halloween):
gah, there are going to be dressups and horrorthon going on)):
sighhh.
ha, victoria, just try convincing them to watch horror with you lah.
sigh.

hannah montana on now @ 2.30am.

2008-10-30T21:12:00.005+08:00

kay hiiii.
back from the clinic.
ack, almost got a jab from the doc as he couldn't find my last tetanus immunisation.
gah, so i am fit for obs.
freaking out now D:

post taken down for explicit content xD
ordering pizzzaaaaa.
bye :D

2008-10-30T00:56:00.000+08:00

i never knew i was get grounded.
until today, it's for real):

obs checkup tmr.

2008-10-29T04:16:00.001+08:00

i think this is nice :D
yamaha acoustic F310.
but lol, idk -.-"
4.22am now.
gonna wash my face and zzz.

2008-10-29T02:40:00.005+08:00

holy cow.
looked thru tkss' yearbook.
esther, so many people transformed lah omg --
anyway, i cant sleep D:
2.40am.

currently listening to: don't be so hard - by the audition

Did a boy or girl text you last?
Boy.

What is the last thing you said out loud?
"Ya, I can see."

Name something exciting you are doing tomorrow?
Ha, accompanying mum to collect passports. pffft.

Are you currently waiting on any tattoos or piercings?
YEAH! tattoos on my back/wrist/ankle and piercings on my ears.

Does your phone ring in the middle of the night often?
when a stranger calls.

What were you doing at noon today?
it's not even noon yet. so last noon, was talking on the phone with liting.

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
maybeee.

Is there someone you will never forget?
yeah, sure.

When's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
a few hours ago. heeeeeee.

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
yeah.

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
yeah, two from liting and one from mingkit -.-

When's the last time you laughed really hard?
TODAY! HAHHA. eh, wait yesterday.

Are you uncomfortable staring into someones eyes who likes you?
stare what stare. i stare back. *giggles* haha, okay. uhh, i guess so. most prolly, i will burn -.-

Would you change yourself for someone you loved?
perhaps.

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
heck, no, not now, yet (:

Is anyone on your bad side now?
not really. as long as they don't make trouble with meee.

Where were you friday night?
home.

Do you have plans for today?
yeah.

Have you kissed anyone in the past 2 days?
yeah.

Is there anyone you trust who you shouldn't?
i knw who to trust and who not to :/ most at the times ah.

Do you think you're smart?
yeah. LOL! well, not stupid xD

Have you kissed anyone who smokes?
does my eldest sister counts?

Do you have unlimited texting?
YEAH! :D

When was the last time you saw the second person on your top?
a few hours agooo.

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
guess so. well, not everyone can be liked by everyone.

Have you ever talked back to a teacher?
yeah.

What does the latest text message you received say and who is it from?
i deleted the msg alr -.-" but it goes smth like, "smth smth smth. uhh, arnd 174. so go imagine ;D wanna slp now. sweet dreams siti." HAHA, smth like that lah. who is it from? go figure!

What does the latest text message you sent say and who is it to?
"LOL, okay. nights!" same person laaaaah.

Looking forward to the next couple months?
NO.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
guess so.

Have you ever been in love?
NO. LOL.

What are you saving your money up for right now?
three things; mp3, guitar, psp :D

What's the second newest text message in your inbox say?
i deleted the msg alr. but it goes smth like, "whr got? i'm waay taller than him lah. smth smth smth."

Have you changed this year?
yeah.

Would you kill someone for a million dollars?
NO.

If you had enough money what would you buy?
everything that i ever wanted/.

Can you fight?
NO.

Who can't you stand?
i dont know.

How's your heart?
umm, i feeeeeeel confused.

What do you want right now?
I WANT MONEY AND FREEDOM. HAHAHA, ADLIYA YOU WANT THE COFFIN.

How old do most people usually guess you are?
15 or 16 but mostly 16. HAHHAHA. god, i look older than a specific someone? naaah, just my height lah.

Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
BabyNNN.

Have you ever punched a hole in the wall?
i can't even punch S. how to punch a wall? -.-"

What will you be doing in a half hour?
listening to music :D

Who is the last person you texted?
go figure! but i like ad's answer, "The person who sent me the latest message".

Do you have any plans for Christmas?
i'll be like in indonesia.

Are you going anywhere next summer?
hopefully.

Story behind your MySpace name?
umm, i forgot :/

Are you shy?
YEAH. but rarely people believe.

Are you a talkative person?
YEAH.

What are you doing tomorrow?
this is such a repetitive question.

Have you kissed anyone on the cheek within the past month?
YEAH.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
4am. was watching harry potter and the order of phoenix.

Do you prefer to call or text?
depends on the gender xD and the person.

Can you live a day without TV?
guess so.

What is wrong with you right now?
i am too lazy to get a rubber band and hence, my hair is flying all over my face.

What is the longest you have been in the car for a road trip?
about 2-3 hours.

How many months are there until your birthday?
7 -.-"

Did you like anyone last summer?
arnd june eh? hmm, lemme think ahhh. OH, not really.

Are you ashamed of your past?
what past?

Who were you with Friday night?
my fam.

Do you ride rollercoasters?
YEAH.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
not sure but i am trying to sanguine abt it :D

What were you doing at 10 last night?
ha, on comp and watching teevee.

Do you have any enemies?
don't think so :/

How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
25-35 minutes.

Think back a year, what was your favorite song?
I Don't Love You Anymore - Craig David

What should you be doing right now?
Sleep. it's frigging 3.06am.

Starbucks or Cold Stone?
-.- -.- -.- starbucks -.- -.- -.-

Do you believe in love at first sight?
NO. isn't that like infatuation somehow?

Have you ever met a gay person?
yeah.

Do you have a favorite soft drink?
yeah.

i think this quiz was pretty interesting.

ohhh annnd,

i deleted those msgs.

so as to allow more space in my inbox. :D

2008-10-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up.
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have fun with it!

MY NAME---SITI! :D

1. Four letter word - Siao
2. Boy name - Steven
3. Girl name - Stella
4. Occupation - Student
5. Colour - Sapphire
6. Something you wear - Skirt
7. Beverage - Sprite
8. Food - Skittles
9. Place - Singapore
10. Something found in bathroom - Soap
11. Reason for being late - over-slept!
12. Something you shout - SHIT
13. Font - Stereofidelic
14. TV show - Summerland
15. Song Title - Still (Frankie J.)

2008-10-28T22:12:00.007+08:00

natalie needs her antidote; us xD

kay together liting woke me up --
she called my mum's phone to wake me up for goodness sake.
told mum to wake me up at 12pm.
but, she woke me up at 11.50am.
hmmmph, 10 minutes wasted.

bathed and all.
i seem to have a problem with buses.
always come late on me.
okay, on fifteen, i saw this jiro lookalike.
heee.
and yup, .....

kay met esther at the bus stop :D
*giggles*
and saw zhiyin too.
met liting at borders.
bought my contacts stuff and drinks.
36-ed.
talked talked and this girl, she looks familiar, kept glancing.
ha, but not in that bad kind of glance.

reached cathay.
watched hsm3, digital version.
aaaah.
you know i wanted to watch it for just the sake of watching :/
but then,
AHHHHHH.
i think it's good.
like good.
better than ever ! :D
HAHAHA.
okay, my point of view lah.
IT'S SO SWEET LAH MY GOD.
GOD, ZAC IS SO HOT. BUFFED.
okay, very sweet.
the girl behiind me was like, "so cool." during the sweet scenes.
and the guy went, "eeeee."
hmmmph.

aft that, walked arnd orchard.
bought slackers for dress.
train-ed to suntec.
met natalie.
gah, so proud of her.
she looks so much cheerful now :D
she went to get her contacts.
ZOMG i tell you.
so funny -.-
her eyes are so damn small and slitty.
it's damn hard for her to put in the contacts.
and she looked everywhere.
damn funny.
liting me kept laughing laughing.
and so i went out for a while to control laughter.

and when she wanted to remove them,
didnt pluck out accurately.
HAHA, fell on its own to her cheeks.
lol!
kay i am high.

couldnt stay for dinner.
so went home, train.
and done ;D
kay bye.

2008-10-27T19:01:00.001+08:00

i have been wasting my hols.
seriously, idk what to do.
damn, i wanna go out.

2008-10-27T02:47:00.003+08:00

hiiiii.
it's 1.50am right now.
just came back from the coffin.
ha, will be watching it again prolly with adliya.
it's damn nice lah.
tragic love story + horror :D
nyeh, i didn't scream.
was restricted to, but, i kept squirming.
heeeeh.

i betcha the next time i watch,
will scream one.
and throughout the scary parts right, there's a certain someone i thought of ^o^
we went to downtown east cathay.
nyeh, so nice.
i loike the drink cup that comes with the combo.
it's hsm and plastic.
like water bottle.

aft we bought the popcorn and drinks,
this guy went up to my eldest sistaaa (engaged).
like so sudden lah.
"excuse me, where to buy the tickets?"
he's kind of cute in an adult way.
*giggles*

the cinema, damn, no teenager at all.
it's full, literally full till it's sold out.
full of adults -.-"
sighhhhh.
then there was this malay couple in front, giggling and donno-do-what.
the guy beside them stared.
haaa, so funny.
and yup, no one screamed just stoned.
hmmmmmmmph.

and my eldest sister cried.
HAHAHHA, i didnt cry :D
HAHAHHAHA, yes, she cried.
as for the other sister, when i squirmed at this one part, she squirmed too.
HAHA.
okay whatever.
i wanna watch with friends.
funner :D

i cant sleep.
i cant sleep.
not tired, damn full of energy now.
xD

2008-10-26T21:40:00.005+08:00

natalie, babe.
cheer up, he is not worth your while!
you still have your two toots for you, everytime. :)

talked with liting who is over at genting :D

sunrise goodbyes says:
OMG

sunrise goodbyes says:
OMG.

sunrise goodbyes says:
*gives link*

sunrise goodbyes says:
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
wwaaaaaa

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
is that?

sunrise goodbyes says:
it's not ghost --

sunrise goodbyes says:
it's smth.

sunrise goodbyes says:
go!

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
go liao

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
whta?

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
i see3 guys

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
thats it'

sunrise goodbyes says:
meh?

sunrise goodbyes says:
LOL.

sunrise goodbyes says:
you cant view ah?

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
?

sunrise goodbyes says:
whr got three guys?

sunrise goodbyes says:
HAHHA.

sunrise goodbyes says:
OH

sunrise goodbyes says:
I KNOW WHICH ONE.

sunrise goodbyes says:
anyway,

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
http://www.gv.com.sg/promodetails/gv_promotions_777.jsp

sunrise goodbyes says:
the uhh, extreme right is ........

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
ew

sunrise goodbyes says:
go to pic **.

sunrise goodbyes says:
that's the one i wanted to show --

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
uhuh?

sunrise goodbyes says:
yup.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
what boutit?

sunrise goodbyes says:
oh --

sunrise goodbyes says:
lol, any cute guys there?

sunrise goodbyes says:
LAWL.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
gah

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
the extreme left

sunrise goodbyes says:
the one sticking the tongue out? --

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
ya

sunrise goodbyes says:
oh.

sunrise goodbyes says:
lol.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
?

sunrise goodbyes says:
LOL.

sunrise goodbyes says:
that's .........

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
ack

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
sdshit

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
xzz

sunrise goodbyes says:
LAWL.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
zbastard

sunrise goodbyes says:
AHAHHAHAAH.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
look like chinese

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
zzzz

sunrise goodbyes says:
OI

sunrise goodbyes says:
dont say bastard.

sunrise goodbyes says:
say bitch can

sunrise goodbyes says:
not bastard --

sunrise goodbyes says:
look chinese meh --

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
YES

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
I THOUGHT HE WAS BANJAMIN OR JOSEPH

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
ZZ

sunrise goodbyes says:
OMG!L

sunrise goodbyes says:
HAHAHAHAHHAH.

sunrise goodbyes says:
picture **!

sunrise goodbyes says:
the one in the middle is ......

sunrise goodbyes says:
LOL

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
BESIDE ......

sunrise goodbyes says:
......'s left ah?

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
right

sunrise goodbyes says:
ricky's RIGHT?!

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
ya?

sunrise goodbyes says:
EW.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
?

sunrise goodbyes says:
jersey no. **?!

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
no

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
the closing eyesone

sunrise goodbyes says:
OH>

sunrise goodbyes says:
LOL,

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
...

sunrise goodbyes says:
yeah, why?

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
cute

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
and chinese!

sunrise goodbyes says:
oh.

sunrise goodbyes says:
lol.

sunrise goodbyes says:
i dont like his hair >.<

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
still

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
lookschinese

sunrise goodbyes says:
i likethe other's hair.

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
and cute

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
!

sunrise goodbyes says:
LOL! -.-

sunrise goodbyes says:
he very skinny --

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
wadev

[[problem after problem]]holiday from hell. says:
cutecan liao

ha, you want him so badly.

2008-10-26T19:07:00.002+08:00

nyeh.
finally, my sister agreed to take me along to watch the coffin with her;
at 11.45pm -.-
i even dreamt of it lah.
in my dream, i went with;
natasha victoria rachel shermin mardhiah.

haha! and there were fights 'cos me mard couldn't get in -.-
but in the end, we watched it lah.
dont even know if it was really the coffin showing xD

so when i asked my sister ystday, my other sister was like,
"YOU CANNOT GO IN," in that firm tone.
"IT'S PG LAAAH!"
"ohh"

i am like going with two adult couples.
not sure if other sis coming.
and abt 75% of the cinema are booked with couple seats -'-
ha, i feel like an intruder.
nyeh, i know my sis will just stone.
so i cant possibly scream.
aiya, just stone lah.
scream in your heart.
no fun >:(

2008-10-26T01:40:00.003+08:00

everytime you walk in the room,
can't help myself i wanna be with you.
hit the mic, a quick check one, two;
singing out my lungs just to reach you.

heh.
i can't wait for 3rd Nov, babe :D
-

i played 'walking by' for dont-know-how-many times alr .
haaa, browsed through people's fs.
found one retardo picha for victo and zai.
would post it someday :d